It amazes her how one person could be blessed by the ability to make a person forget how worthless she felt before she met them. Its like they have some sort of magic and they make her feel like she matters not just to their world but to others, as well.
He brought that magic to her.
He was like a wrecking ball which was a direct hit to the walls she believed to be indestructible and despite everything, she couldn’t get over the feeling of knowing that they could be something more.
He’s the unforeseen in this world full of anticipations. He reminded her that there’s still someone in this wonderful world whom she could trust. He helped her unlearn why she was protecting her heart in the first place when it could be handed to someone like him.
He made her realize that she should forget her fear of new people or new starts just because she was scared of being ripped apart again.
She cant say when or how because it all happened like a tornado just came rushing through her. She never felt so brave not until now, but what’s the point in hiding? Besides, she’ll never know what will happen to her the next day, weeks, perhaps months. But between those steamy nights in his car, their real silly conversations, the laughs that just came out of nowhere, the dates and foods they shared, she fell in love. She cant even deny it to herself. She’s in love.
Indeed, its true that we cant choose the person to love or the relationship we want to be a part of. There are times when we know someone for a week or two and they could mean the world to you. At times, it takes longer, perhaps, sooner than that, but love as we know it, works and moves in mysterious ways.
She doesn’t know what to call what they have. Perhaps they’re a couple who are afraid to admit what they are to each other. But despite of it all, she wants to show him she’s happy for everything.
His are the hands that held hers when its damp just because. He told her he has feelings for her, but only he knows what it is. He never tells.
When she lets down her shield, its when she’s vulnerable and all her imperfections and wrongness appears, but he made her feel that it is possible to be inspired and accepted by someone at the same time.
She loves him yet she cant utter the words. How could she even say them when she doesn’t know how. All she knows is she understands his value, that the string between them pulls them closer whenever they’re together, and the idea of genuineness of him.
He is reason enough for her eyes to cease wandering for options, because when she’s with him, she’s smart enough to know there’s no room for choices ’cause when you love, you love. No ifs, buts and maybes. She doesn’t have to roam and look for something more because with him she feels alive, inspired, special.
He’s the one who broke down her walls and yet she never hesitated to let him in ’cause for her, he’s worth the risk.
He cups her face and kisses her gently and she could feel her bones betraying her body as they disintegrate slowly. She will never get tired of his kisses. Hence, she’s always hungry for them.
They sometimes have petty frustrations about each other yet she cant help herself but to gaze at him thinking that frustrations may occur along the way, but he’s the kind of problem she wants to have.
“Why? Why did she fell in love with him? Isnt it too fast?” People asked.
She fell in love because he made her feel like he puts her first. He inspires her to reach for more, to take the risk on putting one foot out of the door, he gives her his time and understands her — things she never expected could come from a single person.
Its true what they say, “everything happens for a reason” and she just found hers — Him.